I got it.
I figured it out.

Hearts that are broken
Can’t be mended

A heart broken
Means a soul torn

I find myself getting stuck
I get stuck on sentences
“please, help her”

I’ve got nothing left
I’m empty handed

My soul aches
for my souls thirst
of past comfort

We all change
As time leaks by
It steals what’s rightly ours

It mocks our laughs
Our smiles
Our heartfelt good byes

To be robbed, they say
Is a crime that leaves one feeling
Vulnerable

It’s hard to fly
When life seems to be ripping
The wings off your back
Birds are helpless creatures
Without their wings
Vulnerable

I hate to say it
For hope depends upon
That light you keep
Kindle within your heart

Mine has died
She died a long time ago
I think

She slipped through my fingers

I knew my grip
Wasn’t strong enough
To keep the one thing
I loved the most
By my side
It was a hoechst

I know I am selfish
I am no good
But she was my other half
She was the ‘good’ part of me
My better half

We were two halves of the same soul
She still loves me
My dear friend
She still loves me
But this will undo me from within

Our friendship has changed
Our lives are different
She has out grown me
I swear it

I don’t know how to be the friend she wants
I don’t know how to step down and accept something less
Than what we had before
Everything was stripped of its- safety.

I am told think she no longer cares
I am told not everything is about me
But you see
I was only trying to express what was eating away at me
Like you have been encouraging
For years
To confide of you
Instead of the razors tears
That silences a soul
Of all it’s words

That silences a soul
from lingering hopes

I was trying to do what you had taught me
I wasn’t trying to push you away
I wasn’t trying to put you down
But you took it offensively
And now you want joint to do with me
Or that part of my life

With you I had learned how to fix the two
You said I didn’t. We’d hiding when I was with you

See I told you it was true
I told you things would change
And you knew
The things
That haunted me
But you stand their silent
And now- thats ok

My soul has taken a vow a silence
It’s locking the key
And this time
Your words won’t get to me

I told you
You were losing me
But you yelled
It isn’t true
“Because everything isn’t about you!”
And your right my dear
I’m done and through
Ive given up on me
And will only be here for you

I won’t bother you with my life
Bc it’s short and screwed

But you can’t cry when the time comes
To say goodbye
Bc you got your chance to see it through
And you gave up on both
Me & You